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So it looks like I’m missing my favourite class that I only have once a week because I don’t have a ride and my dad won’t pick up his phone. I am so fucking tired of having to rely on other people to take me places and get me where I need to be. I don’t have time to learn how to drive as I work 3 days a week and go to school for the rest. And it’s not like I have anyone to teach me because my parents are always away. I’m tired of asking my poor friends for rides when I know it can get annoying and the price for gas is expensive, even if I do pay them. I’m tired of being late to things just because it’s not convenient for someone else to get me at a certain time. Yesterday I didn’t even go to speech class because I had my friend give me a ride and she was late and the teacher is so anal about tardiness that she locked the door 5 minutes after the class had started and I couldn’t get inside. Most of all I’m just tired of not having control over my life and my parents treating me like I’m so immature. I always try my best but nothing ever works out because of extenuating circumstances. So now I’m just going to sit here and feel sorry for myself and have a mental breakdown because I literally cannot do anything else. And that’s one of the worst feelings ever.